Saturday, July 18, 2009

My Inspiration in life!!

She has been my inspiration through out my life. She was married to a family where most of the members were from non education background. Her struggle in life has always inspired me. She has always shown me a new ways in life. She use to sit with me when I was studying my board exam in 10th class, the fragrance of her in my studies makes me happy now also. After coming from school, she will just give me a smile and I will forget all the tension of my life.
I remember I use to sit with her and recite her I learned from my school lessons, and then I will say something wrong to check whether she is listening me or not, I loved those small things with her. She never scolded me for this; she loved each and every prank of mine.
To make me successful is her aim in life. She has never been aggressive with me. I have loved her silence and small words of encouragement she has given me from time to time in my life. She gave me her time, her passion, her love, her patience, and many more for which I will always be short of words.
The day I got married we were separated to live life on our own.
I felt like somebody has taken me out from my roots, she is there to guide me but she wanted me to find the ways on my own now. She is there for me when I need a guidance, I never knew how to cook. So for small things I use to call her, she has never been impatient with me.
She has all the time in this world to attend me. She has never laughed on my silly questions and has always answered it with love. I gave birth to new life, and she took the responsibility of growing up the new life as I could not get much leave from the work. She never wanted me to leave the job, as happened in the case of most of my friends after marriage.

Today at the age of 60, when she cannot walk half a kilometer, as her knee joints are not supporting her. I cry when I wrote this post, as you can never see your parent weak. We have always seen them strong, carrying so much troubles but being happy.The hands which brought us in the life are needed to be hold today..

The way she tells me TU ghabra na ( you don’t worry), shows me that she is full with the will power…


Nanni aaap chini kee paronthee bahut ache banate ho, mama ko nahi aati.. listening this from Siddharth she will immediately run to the kitchen and fulfil his demand..


I love you Mummy!!

My mom with siddharth and his best friend mani..

18 comments:

kavi said...

Mothers are godsends. And sometimes, as i say so very often, you win the lottery.

No lottery ever counts as winning the 'parent lottery' !

Glad to know your mom's story. She will be all fine..!

:)

♥ Braja said...

I second Kavi's comment....spoken like the poet he is :))

Neha said...

only mother can give u the unconditional love...when i read the first few lines, i immediately understood what ur post was trying to say...i think most of us have gone thru the same thing...

i could also not cook even rice...n mum always helped me over phone...when i made one whole meal myself for her, her reactions and happiness cannot be expressed in words...thank u for this post Dil Se...:)

Apanatva said...

wow.!
Beautiful sentiments.

When you are a mother, you are never really alone in your thoughts. A mother always has to think twice, once for herself and once for her child.
its a pleasure visiting your blog.

Aparna said...

What a wonderful tribute to your mom.
Mothers are indeed special and they know us inside out.They have taught us so many things just by being there.
I miss my mother everyday. She lives in a different city.

NeHa said...

aww....even my eyes are full of tears reading dis post...
and yes,moms are GREAT... :)

i love my mumma :)
god bless..

Nona said...

Interesting post!

sangeeta said...

not only chini ke paronthe...she has made you a person so beautiful at heart....can't tell you what i felt...but i have not been lucky enough to get all this.

sangeeta said...

and if your mother has not tried haldi methi sonth powder for her arthritis..please let her take that...see this on my ayurveda blog..it works like wonder though at this age it will take some time to show results.

ZiLliOnBiG said...

wonderful, i felt so touched reading this. I understand your emotions while writing this. I myself had moist eyes. May god give a very long life to your Mother. TC

Nazish Rahman said...

Nothing is pure in this world except mothers love. Its unconditional. Its true that nothing is free in this world too....but moms love is. I think its something which cant be compared to any other things..it would be an insult to it. Your a mom u can understand it. This post in a small way is honor to your mom by u!!!

Cheers to all the mummy's in this world...u all are great!!!

give my love to Siddharth :)!!!

shilpa said...

how beautifuly written andnarrated surely you have a good heart to mention those things

A Childhood Journey said...

Touching post! Nothing can replace the person from where you originated.

Since moms are so strong willed anyways, these are like little hurdles with age for them. I know we worry for them, but they just so patiently overcome these as well.

Priya said...

that was awesome...a grand tribute to the person who is always by your side...

Swats said...

OMG! u had me in tears..really..I love my mother and I'm going to tell her tht..right away!

Mothers are BEAUTIFUL. They r IRREPLACEABLE..

WONDERFUL post :)

Rush said...

Moms are alwasy the bestest...miss her badly..staying away from parents, they will always be an essential part of us and who we are.
loved ur tribute...

Dr. Chandana Shekar said...

all my good wishes with ur mom.. moms are the best things in the world. nothin can replace them.. and hey, ur son, as usual, looks very cute in the pic :) he always manages to catch my attention :)

hary!! said...

totally moved by yur blog :) , can say nothing else...miss my mom so much by reading this.." gabrao math", i understand its power!
Hary