Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Chennai 8 - Letters

Dear Siddharth its been more than two months that you have been studying at Pathashaala. We met last month and other than that our only way to communicate through letters. I am cherishing it and loving this way with you. 

I love reading all your letters and in the first two days of week, I start calling Postman to confirm your letter. Your first letter was reached me after three attempt by postman at our house. Now I have taken his mobile number and he confirms me whenever there is a letter. 

We share about each other life. I am glad that you write very honest just like me. It touches to my heart, stay always same. I wanted to write this post so that we can remember how beautiful our bond became thru these letters.

Chennai 7 - You and me..

I wanted to write about this post since the day you born. You are always there with me. Your presence is different from your brother. You always seem to be in your own world. 

We both together have explored the whole world on our own. The day you were three months, I took you everywhere where I needed to go for Siddharth school, my household chores, my business meeting. You are so adjusting that you never demand anything from me. In my board meeting now, you need a copy and pen to write and then you are again in your own world. 

You were born at a time, when I was at a peak of my career, but I decided to take  a back seat there to just be with you. May be you understand all this, and you support me always. Last few days when I was fixing a meeting with an architect, I did not realize to mention him that I will be bringing my two and half year old daughter. When we getting ready, I thought you come so naturally with me. 

Now in Chennai when we are alone, since your brother is in residential school. I am enjoying this time with you. You are my reflection, my strength and joy in my life. I am so excited and blessed that you are there with me my little Sai. Stay Blessed.

Monday, September 15, 2014

Chennai 6 - Live in present!!

When we visited you at Pathashaala, I had eyes full of tears looking at how thin you were. Yes you are looking smart, but for a mom a child is always thin. 

You shared so many things with us, First time in our life you talked the whole day and we just listened to you. I remember when I asked you whether you want to stay here for next year also, You said Mom lets live in present. Do not worry about future.

I was touched and amazed by the way you took care of Reet, you let her do things the way she wanted. She was so happy to meet you and was not letting us come close to you. 

You shared about symbiosis of animals, which was a new learning for me. You told me that for anything we have to stop ourselves. 

There was a mixed feeling of sadness and happiness we all went through. We enjoyed fully one day with you and you were so excited to show us around your playgrounds, solar fields, science park and library. Below are some pictures from our visit to you. 

They meet after 45 days
Siddharth Favourite bench where he reads his book
I am happy for you my son that you are enjoying your life.I am happy that i took this lesson of living in present from you today at aug19, 2014. I am with you in this journey of life called " Awakening of Intelligence"